" I've lost him. Yes, I've lost him "
The thicket brushed her bare-arms and the dry leaves crackled beneath her toes, but she went on, she couldn't stop. What if he caught her ?
" No. Please don't come near me. "
" But why ? Am I hideous ? "
" No. Its not you. Its me. Im scared. What if - ? "
" What ? "
" Umm..I don't know. I just can't do it. "
" Will you never ? "
" I might not. "
" I might not. "
" Don't you like me ? "
" I love you. "
" Then why don't you just be with me ? "
" I don't know the reason. I feel exposed. "
" So what ? Everyone does so the first time. Does this mean nothing to you ? "
" It does. It so does. I will think about this all the time. I know I will curse myself, for being Me. "
" You don't have to. You are the prettiest thing in the world to me "
" Just pretty ? "
" Pretty and much more. You understand me. I want to be with you. Spend more time with you. Hear you out. You know I love to hear whatever you have to say. "
" So do I ! So do I ! "
" Then what is stopping you ? "
" Me "
" What if I turned away right now ? How would that make you feel ? "
" I'd hate myself even more. Loathe actually. I know I would want to but won't stop you. Im scared. "
" Do you want me ? "
" Yes. Yes, I really do. I love being with you. "
" What if I hadn't told you ? Would you have told me ? "
" No. I never could. "
" Even when you know I like you ? "
" Yes. Im too scared. Too insecure. Please, I'm sorry. I hate myself. "
" You don't have to ! You are perfect. You just needed the right person to come along and tell you"
" But if he is the right person, why am I so scared ? "
" So is he. He just doesn't tell you. "
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ReplyDeleteI'll be honest. I didn't get what you mean
ReplyDeletethen 'chuck' it :P :D
ReplyDeletebs itna ki ye kitna achha hai... Chaar bar pdh lia ab tk!
ReplyDelete:) Ab main samajha gaya !! B-)
ReplyDeleteThank you hai ji :D
Mere dimaag mein 'chuck' pe ek Waaaow aa raha hai, but I don't want to spoil this page :|
ek baar aur padh lia! ;)
ReplyDeleteye hadd hai! ye awesome hai!!
;) Itna awesome kyon lag raha hai ? Mujhe bhi lag raha hai waise. Par batao !?
ReplyDeleteladki ke dialogues likhe bina khud pe ek bar b doubt kiye. galat b toh ho skte hain. cuz aap toh fir ladke ho na... toh isliye. aur fir itni lambi baat halke se btaadi! :)
ReplyDeletefreaking nostalgia
ReplyDelete+ deja vu!!