All Grown-up

Back from a movie. Its 1:30 a.m. Mom is dead tired.

" Mummy, omelette bana do ! " :P

" Oh bhook lag rahi hai ?? Saath mein doodh peena hai ? "

" :O main toh bas tang kar raha tha"

Listen

She ran far away into the woods

" I've lost him. Yes, I've lost him "

The thicket brushed her bare-arms and the dry leaves crackled beneath her toes, but she went on, she couldn't stop. What if he caught her ?

" No. Please don't come near me. "

" But why ? Am I hideous ? "

" No. Its not you. Its me. Im scared. What if - ? "

" What ? "

" Umm..I don't know. I just can't do it. "

" Will you never ? "
" I might not. "

" Don't you like me ? "

" I love you. "

" Then why don't you just be with me ? "

" I don't know the reason. I feel exposed. "

" So what ? Everyone does so the first time. Does this mean nothing to you ? "

" It does. It so does. I will think about this all the time. I know I will curse myself, for being Me. "

" You don't have to. You are the prettiest thing in the world to me "

" Just pretty ? "

" Pretty and much more. You understand me. I want to be with you. Spend more time with you. Hear you out. You know I love to hear whatever you have to say. "

" So do I ! So do I ! "

" Then what is stopping you ? "

" Me "

" What if I turned away right now ? How would that make you feel ? "

" I'd hate myself even more. Loathe actually. I know I would want to but won't stop you. Im scared. "

" Do you want me ? "

" Yes. Yes, I really do. I love being with you. "

" What if I hadn't told you ? Would you have told me ? "

" No. I never could. "

" Even when you know I like you ? "

" Yes. Im too scared. Too insecure. Please, I'm sorry. I hate myself. "

" You don't have to ! You are perfect. You just needed the right person to come along and tell you"

" But if he is the right person, why am I so scared ? "

" So is he. He just doesn't tell you. "

Triangular Victory

" Yaar seriously nahin khel raha koi "

" Samoso ki game lagayo !! "

" Haan ! Haan ! Sahi hai !! "

" 6 samose.. "

" Nahin !! 12 atleast !! "
" Haan theek hai "

" CHALO !!! "

" Service !! Oye suna ?? Samose talne ki awaaz aa rahi hai :P "

" BANA KE !!! Sahi Hai Tushar !! Sahi hai Partha !! "

" Oh shit. !! Chal koini koini !! "

The game was enthralling. Everyone was cheering. Everyone played their very best.

" Oye SAMOSE !!!! " :D :D :D

" Haan Haan !! Chalo PEC Market !! "

" Samose hai hi nai. Kal khayenge :| "

:)

Sometimes, some moments are so beautiful you want to just reach out and grab hold.

Its been a long time since I've felt such jubilation.

Stay with me :)

Lone

Seclusion is a luxury,

Sometimes it feels nice to shut yourself from the world and just keep thinking inside,

For then, there is no one to explain to, to hide from or to entertain.

I am a good listener.

18.2.2010

Slow was the world and all its glory

For that instant I caught her smiling

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They walked together till she found her wings,

And she soared up high towards the bloodshot sky,

What she saw till far was nothingness, infinite and random

She never met him again, for where he was, wings didn't matter

Ye Ye Maurya !!

" Oye kahaan hai ? "

" Sir dome mein. Aap ? "

" Pahunch raha hoon. Stay there. 15 minute mein houses sort ho rahe hain "

" KYA !!!? "
" Haan. Ye le list. Mark kar. "

" Woh kahaan hai jo banayi thi ?? "

" Woh bekaar thi. Abhi mark kar. Only the order. Final. Jaldi kar "

" :o !! Oh..oh.. Haan .. DO !! "

" Umm.. second pe main ye kar raha hoon... "

" Abbe tu bas kar !! Time ni hai !! Khud se dekh "

" Ok.... Yeh lo ! "

" Chal.. Milta hoon !! Ye ye Maurya !!! "

" YE YE Maurya !! "

I am overwhelmed. Today is a day I needed bad. I woke up with a positive vibe that sailed along with me throughout the day :)

MAURYA PICKS !! We got the lot, yes we got the lot !!

\m/aurya for life :D

4:32 am

I have nothing specific to say but I just feel awesome waking up at this hour. How cool is that ?! It is so quiet. Everything is sleeping. I can practically hear myself breathing ( maybe because I breathe very loudly ). No wonder people get up this early to practice their music. It must sound so unique and crisp without the other noises polluting the tones.

No lecture. Im watching Friends. Season 6. Rachel's hair keeps on changing in every episode. Weird.

It isn't easy. You keep thinking. Everything looks like a sign. Will it happen ? Should it happen ?

I want it to happen. It seems right. After a long time, everything does seem to be falling back into place. I am scared I'll mess it up.

I don't want to. I can't let this go away. I have waited, I'll wait some more

Messages are paid on Valentines and NOT on Republic Day. Clearly means that Republic Day IS meant to be celebrated and cherished. Valentines, is not meant to be, so they charge you for it !!

Pata ni kyon nai samajhte log !!

(::)

The reason smileys are round is because they are meant to be used instead of '.'

They make the chat look more real :) :)

Momenls of Taughler !

" Oh, yeh jagah kitni purani hai ! "

" Achi hai. Khaana acha milta hai ! "

" Burger khata hoon. Yeh switches dekho !! "

" Burger mat khana !! Ganda hoyega :P Haan, kitne sahi hai "

" Toggle switches hain yeh "

" Kya TOWEL switch ?! "

" Nahi !! Toggle !! "

" Nai nai !! Towel switch hain !! Nahaa ke towel taang lo !! Current lagega !! "

" :/ "

" :D "

" :D "

" Idli khayoonga "

Love in macro

Beautiful :)

The picture is not mine. I found it online.

Tentative

Wondering about what will happen has slowed his body and paced his mind.

He doesn't know what awaits him,

But he is happy he took the leap...

For the leap was his own and not a push

नहीं रे नहीं

सोचा क्या कभी तुमने यह, आए तुम कहाँ से हो,

जाओगे कहाँ यह सोचा ? नहीं रे नहीं...

कैसी है यह दुनिया देखो, कैसे कैसे लोग यहाँ,

तुमने इनको है पहचाना ? नहीं रे नहीं...

इक तू इक तेरा मौला, वो बोले मुझे बता,

तूने उस से बातें की ? नहीं रे नहीं...

हो, तूने क्या बनाई, तूने क्या सजाई,

सब किया है उसने, तूने बातें बनाई....

किसी का भी दिल है, किसी की भी है मर्ज़ी,

तुमने झाँका है क्या इसमें ? नहीं रे नहीं...

ज़िंदगी हया है, वक़्त परेशान हैं,

इसकी हक़ीक़त को जाना ? नहीं रे नहीं...

हो, जो तेरा खुदा है, वो मेरा खुदा है,

तेरा कहा ना मानू तो, क्यों मुझे सज़ा है ?

हो, कद्दी आ तू दिल दे अंदर, कद्दी आ तू दिल दे अंदर,

मैं तेरा मस्त कलंदर , मैं तेरा मस्त कलंदर...

सोचा क्या कभी तुमने यह, आए तुम कहाँ से हो,

जाओगे कहाँ यह सोचा ? नहीं रे नहीं...

इक तू इक तेरा मौला, वो बोले मुझे बता,

तूने उस से बातें की ? नहीं रे नहीं...

नहीं रे नहीं, नहीं रे नहीं, नहीं रे नहीं.....

Music

How it does it, I don't know,
But what I feel is utmost exhilaration
Music moves me, inspires me, accepts me
And I feel awesome :D

Blessed

With folded hands he looked into the stars,
And with Hope, he breathed out into the night.

His hands did unfold, and he saw
That kiss from heaven

Someone was smiling down on him,
The stars had never seemed so bright

See

I did need a sign.
And a sign is what I overlooked. Maybe it was for the best. Maybe those few moments of happiness where there to enthrall me.
Now I know for sure, and it isn't the picture that I had painted in my mind. But then, it is hard to paint thoughts.

The colours never match.