Bleed

For in an instance he marked her,
And in an instance, she agreed..
All her worries, her questions,
His answers,
In an instance, she freed..

She held him tight, for time unmatched,
She held him with lust, with passion, with greed..
All her desires, her questions, her worries..
All of his passion, his emotion, her need..

His heart lived for her, for it never knew,
That one day for her, it will but bleed,
All of his dreams, his plans, his feelings,
All in an instance, in an instance,
She freed..

Utopia

A stream of light,
A streak of white,
A feel of day,
A spark at night

A whisper heard,
A flying bird,
A love exposed,
An explosion blurred

The green of tree,
The concept of free,
The intense of sad,
The Utopia in glee

Anger

Rage defies reason,
For it has a mind of its own,
A mind that is so corroded,
That rust is all it sees

Rust that is bold and angering,
That eats away the flesh from bone,
The soft from tone,
The light from fire, the touch from stone





Screw Anger :/ :P

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Gray and blue

I see into the distance,
For I fear to look too close
I talk loud so that you hear me,
For I fear she already knows..

The light pierces through me,
Exalting me with hope unbound,
I have but words to whisper to you,
Fly up high, crash to the ground..

I have lost composure,
I have gained entropy,
I know at times I have no clue..
But I do picture you in times of darkness,
In shades of gray, and a hint of blue

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Leave me Tender

" I could jump and end it right now. "

" Do you want to? "

" A part of me is already dead David. "

" Could be. The other part still lusts for life, doesn't it? "

" Why is it that love is always silent ? "

" Jane, it never is. It always screams to be discovered. "

" Like how? "

" Like the diary you write is not entirely for you. "

" What do you mean ?! "

" You know exactly what I mean Jane. "

" Ok. I may want him to read it someday, but its not like he knows already. "

" And how do you think he will react to it ? "

" Be sad, I guess. Or maybe it won't effect him. I don't know.. "

" So you want him to feel sorry. "

" No...."

" Guys think a lot more than you imagine Jane. "

" So do we. Do you think it is easy for me ? To see him everyday, talk to him and then die inside ? "

" It was never meant to be easy. "

" So I should keep on loving him. "

" Call it what you want, but for what I've seen, Love never makes you sad. Its called Love, remember ? "

" Not everyone has it as easy as you David "

" I've had my share of weakness Jane, and I grew stronger everyday. "

" So you say that I never really loved ? "

" You have it all wrong. You did love. With all your heart. It didn't happen. That's it. What is now is not love. Its remorse. "

" Love ends ? "

" It lives in memory."

" Remorse ? "

" A need to recover from what you never really had. "

" What do you mean ? "

" To be loved in return. "

" What should I do now ? "

" Freeze the moments that made you smile. Burn the ones that made you cry. "" It isn't easy. "

" As I told you, was never meant to be. "

" So i just throw all of this away ? For nothing? "

" Nothing ? You got to love with all your heart. The only selfless deed one can ever do. Everything else has motive. "

"I really want to be happy again David. "

" You can. Just don't run away from this. Embrace it and let it go. "

" How can you be so sure ? "

" I wrote a lot too Jane. My wrists are scarred. I never had a David to talk to. "