Just about anyone can make you laugh honey, its the ones that don't make you cry that are worth fighting for

Are you reading this?

I don't know where to begin but I know there is a lot on my mind. It has been a while since I wrote anything and my thoughts are rusty. This may help lift the cloud.

I find myself to be an extremely lucky person. I believe I have everything that one needs to lead a happy and fulfilling life. I have great friends, a loving family and a girlfriend I can't describe in words. Life has been going great for me and I don't think I can point my finger at anything that I'd like to change.

Over the past year, I have discovered a lot about myself. I have discovered the true sense of morality, respect, and friendship. I have learned about people, and I have tried to make sense of how people think. I have also discovered how true love can be, and the power it holds. Love isn't about dates and pillow talk, it is much more. It is a silent yet brilliant ray of sunshine that guides you forward. I believe I am in the possession of such love, and I feel humbled in its presence. 

I don't work hard so that I can buy a big car for us. I work hard to buy us time. Time, that cannot be touched by worries. I want to give myself to you. 

You

Love is chemistry. You come in contact with millions of people, and only the right one is the catalyst that gets your heart racing. Everyone else is radioactive waste. 

Love

Today I stand in hopes to remind you,
Of a certain silver lining on the cloud behind you,
For the feeling is love, that I talk about
That has slowly and surely, for once has aligned you

I have seen pure love, and I can easily say
That the one you have will slowly rewind you,
Teach you to smile, push you to laugh
And in times of trouble will surely guide you

Love is for you, love is for me,
Love is for everyone who has walked behind you,
It will teach you to hide, it will teach you to fly
And in times of the darkness, it will sweep down and find you

Trip

Flying like a leaf. No control over the body. Legs are so heavy they need support, they pull my body into the ground. I am inflating and deflating with time. I have camera vision, I have unlimited depth of field. Everything is edited like a brilliant film. All dialogues are crystal. The focus shifts from one point to the other. I can see the shift. It is not ultrasonic as it used to be. Lots of colours. That feeling when all reason is lost. Everything is a haze. Laughter is all that governs me. Timing is brilliant. Everything fits yet seems so mysterious.  

His breath was heavy and so was his heart,
His arms were tired and his eyes were wet,
In a moment they had been torn apart,
He sat alone in the park they had met